Compliance Appliance
I wanted a love that would stand the test of time. We'd grow together, evolve together. I wanted a man to love me for decades. I wanted the inside jokes,…
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May 11, 2025
Energy Vampires
I was consumed, my energy extracted, my goodness, attention and love was siphoned off like a scary Jim Henson film. I finally see it, and it's beyond disturbing. They get…
May 10, 2025
It’s Finally Happening
I have no idea what is happening to my brain, but I like it. I've been a depressed, sad, puddle of self pity and anxiety for an entire year. And…
May 9, 2025
Get MAD
I feel bipolar today. Or manic, is it mania? Finally, a spark. A spark of the old me. A spark that got me moving. The reason is sort of... depressing…
May 8, 2025
Can I Skip to the Good Part?
Have you ever ridden on a roller coaster that is relatively new and you can feel the excitement of everyone in line as you get ready to board? Then you…
May 7, 2025
Apparently, I Graduated From the Soul Academy
So I woke up and just upon waking I got flooded with some information from the universe, my spirit guides? I don't know. But it was a lot. Who knows…
May 7, 2025
The Narcissistic Discard
I thought I had been depressed for the last year. But I'm finally getting the news that it wasn't depression. It was complex trauma. My ex and I were living…
May 6, 2025
Remain Seated Please
I woke up this morning with the desire and intention to move on. I feel like the chapter of actively expressing my pain and abuse should close now. That open…
April 28, 2025
OTSD or Birthing Myself
I'm trying desperately to figure out why I feel so depressed. I'm safe, I have everything I need, the divorce is weeks away from being over. Why do I feel…
April 27, 2025
Lexapro Has Left the Building
Want to know how sensitive I am?? I'm down to 2.5mg of Lexapro, stepping down from 10mg in a month. And in the last two days, peanut butter and jelly…
April 26, 2025