Just a Friend
Like Agnes, Agatha, Germaine and Jack... My ex husband and I were best friends. We had so much fun together. Same sense of humor, great conversations, up until dawn laughing.…
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May 2, 2025
Lexapro Has Left the Building
Want to know how sensitive I am?? I'm down to 2.5mg of Lexapro, stepping down from 10mg in a month. And in the last two days, peanut butter and jelly…
April 26, 2025
The Story of Jim
I met Jim on December 27, 1991. It was at a teenager retreat with a religious theme at a very quaint stone church. He was quiet, adorable and smelled amazing.…
April 26, 2025
Curiosity
When my soon-to-be-ex and I were in the throws of marriage counseling, individual counseling and I was very much having an active awakening, we would watch movies together almost every…
April 26, 2025
Understanding the Collapse
I've been running a spiritual marathon. 20 years of emotional neglect and emotional abuse from my family. 23 years of emotional neglect, emotional abuse, control, sexual abuse and covert narcissistic…
April 26, 2025
JUST LEAVE
I've beat myself up for years... why did my marriage fail? What was my part in it? We weren't compatible. We never communicated. We did not have any emotional closeness.…
April 22, 2025
Being Awake Sucks
Days like today I miss the anxiety-ridden, codependent, insecure, asleep version of myself. I was too busy chasing dopamine, approval and love to even be aware of anything else. Pure…
April 20, 2025
He Expected Unconditional Love
Meaning, I should let him do what he wants, no matter what. "My therapist told me that I was looking for unconditional love from you since I had a shitty…
April 17, 2025
Not Being Heard
Not being heard is my absolute BIGGEST trigger. To feel ignored or someone is hand wavy about my intensity or desire to convey something is agony. It makes me feel…
April 16, 2025
The Purpose of Life
Is wanting it to be over. That's what someone in my dream screamed at me last night... there's something to it. I had nightmares all night. Mostly that my ex…
April 12, 2025