Journal Entry 4.1.2025
What was in it for me? I didn't get much sleep last night so I'm feeling particularly salty. I was thinking about how shitty my time with him was and…
What was in it for me? I didn't get much sleep last night so I'm feeling particularly salty. I was thinking about how shitty my time with him was and…
Huge epiphany. Two nights ago, I ordered food and went to wait in one of the curbside pick up spaces. The place was packed, parking was limited and there were…
Feral Courage. That's what ChatGPT called my desire to get off of the Lexapro and face the world without it.I said "I feel like I'm about to go tame a…
Yesterday, 3 friends reached out to me to give me some love and support. In the way where they just said "I thought you would like this" and I felt…
We had the same pattern for 20 years.I would feel overwhelmed, invisible and unloved. I would approach him with the same 3 requests: Please bathe Please treat me like your…
As our attorneys are going back and forth revising the separation agreement, the wait is absolutely agonizing.I did not expect these emotions at all. The anger, the intensity, the bordering…
Blue Dress World | The Map It made sense to me to format my journey into a map of sorts. A little bit theme park, a little bit hero's journey…