The Miscarriage
This story is so absurd, I have to share it. I feel compelled to share it. So, my husband and I almost broke up one other time, in 2011. He…
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April 27, 2025
The MF Giving Tree
The Giving Tree by Shel Silverstein is supposed to be a beautiful story about unconditional love and generosity. I'm sure that's how he intended it. or maybe it was a…
April 27, 2025
OTSD or Birthing Myself
I'm trying desperately to figure out why I feel so depressed. I'm safe, I have everything I need, the divorce is weeks away from being over. Why do I feel…
April 27, 2025
Lexapro Has Left the Building
Want to know how sensitive I am?? I'm down to 2.5mg of Lexapro, stepping down from 10mg in a month. And in the last two days, peanut butter and jelly…
April 26, 2025
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It’s Blog, it’s Better than Bad, it’s Good!
I'm in my reading rainbow, sitting on my couch and traveling to therapists' couches all over the world and I learn something pretty big every day. Today I learned that…
April 26, 2025
I’m Taking My Cog and Going Home
Journal entry 4.23.25 This is going to be a very very long rant. And most of you will roll your eyes at it, a few of you will understand... but…
April 23, 2025
Menopause Changed Me
Well, I'm not in full menopause but the peri one. I don't know that much about it, frankly. But I do know, right around the time I turned 40, things…
April 22, 2025
Now What?
I woke up this morning to a slew of emails... "we're in this together", "hard news..." "unprecedented times". The tariffs are going to kill my business. I thought I had…
April 22, 2025
Being Awake Sucks
Days like today I miss the anxiety-ridden, codependent, insecure, asleep version of myself. I was too busy chasing dopamine, approval and love to even be aware of anything else. Pure…
April 20, 2025
La Cage Aux Corps
My Autonomy Threatened Him Most. His goal was to keep me stuck. He was depressed because I would't sleep with him. He was depressed because my body was no longer…
April 18, 2025