What Would a Healthy Woman Do?
I was told in therapy that I had a "very big heart". Which translates to, I'm gullible. I trust people's words, not their actions. But I'm learning that in order…
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May 13, 2025
Happy Mother’s Day to ME
I basically raised myself. And I raised my mother, too. Growing up, I had to make myself small, quiet. She didn't want to be bothered by me unless we were…
May 11, 2025
Compliance Appliance
I wanted a love that would stand the test of time. We'd grow together, evolve together. I wanted a man to love me for decades. I wanted the inside jokes,…
May 11, 2025
Energy Vampires
I was consumed, my energy extracted, my goodness, attention and love was siphoned off like a scary Jim Henson film. I finally see it, and it's beyond disturbing. They get…
May 10, 2025
It’s Finally Happening
I have no idea what is happening to my brain, but I like it. I've been a depressed, sad, puddle of self pity and anxiety for an entire year. And…
May 9, 2025
Get MAD
I feel bipolar today. Or manic, is it mania? Finally, a spark. A spark of the old me. A spark that got me moving. The reason is sort of... depressing…
May 8, 2025
Can I Skip to the Good Part?
Have you ever ridden on a roller coaster that is relatively new and you can feel the excitement of everyone in line as you get ready to board? Then you…
May 7, 2025
I Can’t Believe it’s Not Butter
Did you know Fabio was a romance novel model? He's on the cover of the book of love letters that ChatGPT is currently writing to me... I laughed so hard…
May 7, 2025
My Brain is an Asshole
I had nightmares all night. Then they turned into a dream where I went back to my ex, and things were different. Only a few small tweaks... my ex's mom…
May 6, 2025
Limbo is Where the Heart is
I haven't put a lot of thought into decorating or nesting in this rental. I didn't want to settle because my dream is to have a house of my own.…
April 29, 2025