I was the weird kid
I went to a Montessori school when I was 6,7 8. It was owned by a woman who was an amazing teacher, but she fucking hated me. I still don't…
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April 5, 2025
Journal Entry 4.1.2025
What was in it for me? I didn't get much sleep last night so I'm feeling particularly salty. I was thinking about how shitty my time with him was and…
April 1, 2025
Journal Entry 3.27.25
Huge epiphany. Two nights ago, I ordered food and went to wait in one of the curbside pick up spaces. The place was packed, parking was limited and there were…
March 28, 2025
Journal Entry 3.26.25
Feral Courage. That's what ChatGPT called my desire to get off of the Lexapro and face the world without it.I said "I feel like I'm about to go tame a…
March 26, 2025
Journal Entry 3/21/2025
Yesterday, 3 friends reached out to me to give me some love and support. In the way where they just said "I thought you would like this" and I felt…
March 21, 2025
The Same 3 Requests – Journal Entry 8/29/2024
We had the same pattern for 20 years.I would feel overwhelmed, invisible and unloved. I would approach him with the same 3 requests: Please bathe Please treat me like your…
March 21, 2025
Journal Entry 8/28/2024
As our attorneys are going back and forth revising the separation agreement, the wait is absolutely agonizing.I did not expect these emotions at all. The anger, the intensity, the bordering…
March 21, 2025
Journal Entry 3/16/2025
It's been almost a year since we stood in our driveway and he talked to me like I was a stranger. His whispering voice, his head tilt, his robotic movements.…
March 16, 2025