Not Being Heard
Not being heard is my absolute BIGGEST trigger. To feel ignored or someone is hand wavy about my intensity or desire to convey something is agony. It makes me feel…
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April 16, 2025
Journal Post 4-14-2025
I'm really thinking about all the ways in which I let other people pressure and form me into something I wasn't. My mom, my dad, teachers, friends and all the…
April 16, 2025
Hinge – Journal entry 4-14-25
After a small meltdown this morning, I realized a few things... I value deep connection, I want to see the inner workings of people, I want to know how they…
April 14, 2025
Patience
The year is 1989, I was 13. I have my very first boyfriend, well back then we called it "going around with". He was an adorable strawberry blonde boy named…
April 13, 2025
True Connection
True connection cannot happen if they don't respect you or they think they are superior to you. Think about that. Why would you want to "get down on the level"…
April 12, 2025
The Purpose of Life
Is wanting it to be over. That's what someone in my dream screamed at me last night... there's something to it. I had nightmares all night. Mostly that my ex…
April 12, 2025
Have Golden, Will Travel
This is a mental health check in, of sorts. Almost to year 2 of living on my own for the first time in my life. I'm finding that I'm fairly…
April 10, 2025
Journal Post 1-8-25
I had a dream last night that we were playing video games together in my childhood home. He was wearing full clown makeup, orange hair. The works. I said, hey,…
April 8, 2025
Nail Clipping was the ONLY Courtesy
I've deleted this a few times, I'm having a very hard time articulating what I'm trying to say. So I'm just going to white knuckle it and go... I was…
April 6, 2025
Journal Entry 4-6-25
This is the first time in my life I've ever lived alone. This is the first time in my adult life that I have been single for more than a…
April 6, 2025