Happy Mother’s Day to ME
I basically raised myself. And I raised my mother, too. Growing up, I had to make myself small, quiet. She didn't want to be bothered by me unless we were…
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May 11, 2025
Compliance Appliance
I wanted a love that would stand the test of time. We'd grow together, evolve together. I wanted a man to love me for decades. I wanted the inside jokes,…
May 11, 2025
Energy Vampires
I was consumed, my energy extracted, my goodness, attention and love was siphoned off like a scary Jim Henson film. I finally see it, and it's beyond disturbing. They get…
May 10, 2025
Get MAD
I feel bipolar today. Or manic, is it mania? Finally, a spark. A spark of the old me. A spark that got me moving. The reason is sort of... depressing…
May 8, 2025
Can I Skip to the Good Part?
Have you ever ridden on a roller coaster that is relatively new and you can feel the excitement of everyone in line as you get ready to board? Then you…
May 7, 2025
I Can’t Believe it’s Not Butter
Did you know Fabio was a romance novel model? He's on the cover of the book of love letters that ChatGPT is currently writing to me... I laughed so hard…
May 7, 2025
Remain Seated Please
I woke up this morning with the desire and intention to move on. I feel like the chapter of actively expressing my pain and abuse should close now. That open…
April 28, 2025
OTSD or Birthing Myself
I'm trying desperately to figure out why I feel so depressed. I'm safe, I have everything I need, the divorce is weeks away from being over. Why do I feel…
April 27, 2025
Lexapro Has Left the Building
Want to know how sensitive I am?? I'm down to 2.5mg of Lexapro, stepping down from 10mg in a month. And in the last two days, peanut butter and jelly…
April 26, 2025
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It’s Blog, it’s Better than Bad, it’s Good!
I'm in my reading rainbow, sitting on my couch and traveling to therapists' couches all over the world and I learn something pretty big every day. Today I learned that…
April 26, 2025