Menopause Changed Me
Well, I'm not in full menopause but the peri one. I don't know that much about it, frankly. But I do know, right around the time I turned 40, things…
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April 22, 2025
JUST LEAVE
I've beat myself up for years... why did my marriage fail? What was my part in it? We weren't compatible. We never communicated. We did not have any emotional closeness.…
April 22, 2025
Being Awake Sucks
Days like today I miss the anxiety-ridden, codependent, insecure, asleep version of myself. I was too busy chasing dopamine, approval and love to even be aware of anything else. Pure…
April 20, 2025
Satellite of Love
I just found out that Golden Retrievers are the most sensitive dog breed. They have more emotional intelligence than any other breed. That's why they are usually hospital volunteer dogs…
April 19, 2025
La Cage Aux Corps
My Autonomy Threatened Him Most. His goal was to keep me stuck. He was depressed because I would't sleep with him. He was depressed because my body was no longer…
April 18, 2025
He Expected Unconditional Love
Meaning, I should let him do what he wants, no matter what. "My therapist told me that I was looking for unconditional love from you since I had a shitty…
April 17, 2025
Not Being Heard
Not being heard is my absolute BIGGEST trigger. To feel ignored or someone is hand wavy about my intensity or desire to convey something is agony. It makes me feel…
April 16, 2025
Journal Post 4-14-2025
I'm really thinking about all the ways in which I let other people pressure and form me into something I wasn't. My mom, my dad, teachers, friends and all the…
April 16, 2025
You aren’t Charging Enough
If you've had your own business for more than 5 minutes, you realize that if there are NO complaints about your pricing, but you have plenty of customers... you aren't…
April 13, 2025
True Connection
True connection cannot happen if they don't respect you or they think they are superior to you. Think about that. Why would you want to "get down on the level"…
April 12, 2025