Energy Vampires
I was consumed, my energy extracted, my goodness, attention and love was siphoned off like a scary Jim Henson film. I finally see it, and it's beyond disturbing. They get…
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May 10, 2025
It’s Finally Happening
I have no idea what is happening to my brain, but I like it. I've been a depressed, sad, puddle of self pity and anxiety for an entire year. And…
May 9, 2025
The Narcissistic Discard
I thought I had been depressed for the last year. But I'm finally getting the news that it wasn't depression. It was complex trauma. My ex and I were living…
May 6, 2025
Just a Friend
Like Agnes, Agatha, Germaine and Jack... My ex husband and I were best friends. We had so much fun together. Same sense of humor, great conversations, up until dawn laughing.…
May 2, 2025
Remain Seated Please
I woke up this morning with the desire and intention to move on. I feel like the chapter of actively expressing my pain and abuse should close now. That open…
April 28, 2025
The Miscarriage
This story is so absurd, I have to share it. I feel compelled to share it. So, my husband and I almost broke up one other time, in 2011. He…
April 27, 2025
The MF Giving Tree
The Giving Tree by Shel Silverstein is supposed to be a beautiful story about unconditional love and generosity. I'm sure that's how he intended it. or maybe it was a…
April 27, 2025
OTSD or Birthing Myself
I'm trying desperately to figure out why I feel so depressed. I'm safe, I have everything I need, the divorce is weeks away from being over. Why do I feel…
April 27, 2025
Understanding the Collapse
I've been running a spiritual marathon. 20 years of emotional neglect and emotional abuse from my family. 23 years of emotional neglect, emotional abuse, control, sexual abuse and covert narcissistic…
April 26, 2025
The Sin That Saved Me
If you've watched The Bridges of Madison County, you either sympathized with Meryl Streep's character or you hated her. You saw how neglected, invisible and shut off she was from…
April 25, 2025