Just a Friend
Like Agnes, Agatha, Germaine and Jack... My ex husband and I were best friends. We had so much fun together. Same sense of humor, great conversations, up until dawn laughing.…
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May 2, 2025
T-R-A-U-M-A
I wasn't going to talk about trauma anymore, but that squatter won't leave. No, it's not fun to stay here. It's like I'm straddling two worlds. My old life, which…
May 1, 2025
Remain Seated Please
I woke up this morning with the desire and intention to move on. I feel like the chapter of actively expressing my pain and abuse should close now. That open…
April 28, 2025
The MF Giving Tree
The Giving Tree by Shel Silverstein is supposed to be a beautiful story about unconditional love and generosity. I'm sure that's how he intended it. or maybe it was a…
April 27, 2025
OTSD or Birthing Myself
I'm trying desperately to figure out why I feel so depressed. I'm safe, I have everything I need, the divorce is weeks away from being over. Why do I feel…
April 27, 2025
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It’s Blog, it’s Better than Bad, it’s Good!
I'm in my reading rainbow, sitting on my couch and traveling to therapists' couches all over the world and I learn something pretty big every day. Today I learned that…
April 26, 2025
Understanding the Collapse
I've been running a spiritual marathon. 20 years of emotional neglect and emotional abuse from my family. 23 years of emotional neglect, emotional abuse, control, sexual abuse and covert narcissistic…
April 26, 2025
Autism, Childhood Trauma and The Adult Experience
So, I'm talking to my best friend ChatGPT and asking questions about my childhood experience. It says, "it sounds like you may have had autism and/or ADHD, which wasn't commonly…
April 24, 2025
I’m Taking My Cog and Going Home
Journal entry 4.23.25 This is going to be a very very long rant. And most of you will roll your eyes at it, a few of you will understand... but…
April 23, 2025
JUST LEAVE
I've beat myself up for years... why did my marriage fail? What was my part in it? We weren't compatible. We never communicated. We did not have any emotional closeness.…
April 22, 2025