Curiosity
When my soon-to-be-ex and I were in the throws of marriage counseling, individual counseling and I was very much having an active awakening, we would watch movies together almost every…
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April 26, 2025
Understanding the Collapse
I've been running a spiritual marathon. 20 years of emotional neglect and emotional abuse from my family. 23 years of emotional neglect, emotional abuse, control, sexual abuse and covert narcissistic…
April 26, 2025
I’m Taking My Cog and Going Home
Journal entry 4.23.25 This is going to be a very very long rant. And most of you will roll your eyes at it, a few of you will understand... but…
April 23, 2025
Now What?
I woke up this morning to a slew of emails... "we're in this together", "hard news..." "unprecedented times". The tariffs are going to kill my business. I thought I had…
April 22, 2025
Satellite of Love
I just found out that Golden Retrievers are the most sensitive dog breed. They have more emotional intelligence than any other breed. That's why they are usually hospital volunteer dogs…
April 19, 2025
Not Being Heard
Not being heard is my absolute BIGGEST trigger. To feel ignored or someone is hand wavy about my intensity or desire to convey something is agony. It makes me feel…
April 16, 2025
Journal Post 4-14-2025
I'm really thinking about all the ways in which I let other people pressure and form me into something I wasn't. My mom, my dad, teachers, friends and all the…
April 16, 2025
Letting Go, A Mindset
I've listened to two books on Audible talking about getting over breakups and how to move on. But they didn't really resonate with me. I find that if I can…
April 12, 2025
Have Golden, Will Travel
This is a mental health check in, of sorts. Almost to year 2 of living on my own for the first time in my life. I'm finding that I'm fairly…
April 10, 2025
F**K Your Attachment Style
From this gentle observer, from the outside looking in... your attachment style is based on how your parents treated you, your trauma or how your current partner is treating you.…
April 10, 2025