Reading List
These are the books that I read throughout my journey...I will be adding review posts for each book and get everything centralized as I build this blog... Feel free to…
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March 22, 2025
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So, You Want to Start Your Awakening?
Several people have asked me how my awakening started or how they could get theirs to start. I'm not absolutely sure because mine was completely involuntary, but I can give…
March 21, 2025
Journal Entry 3/21/2025
Yesterday, 3 friends reached out to me to give me some love and support. In the way where they just said "I thought you would like this" and I felt…
March 21, 2025
The Same 3 Requests – Journal Entry 8/29/2024
We had the same pattern for 20 years.I would feel overwhelmed, invisible and unloved. I would approach him with the same 3 requests: Please bathe Please treat me like your…
March 21, 2025
Journal Entry 8/28/2024
As our attorneys are going back and forth revising the separation agreement, the wait is absolutely agonizing.I did not expect these emotions at all. The anger, the intensity, the bordering…
March 21, 2025
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Journal Entry 3/16/2025
It's been almost a year since we stood in our driveway and he talked to me like I was a stranger. His whispering voice, his head tilt, his robotic movements.…
March 16, 2025
Welcome to the Beginning
Making Sense of it All From an early age, I was a chronic people pleaser and very codependent. I would accept the reality of who I was codependent of and…
May 22, 2023
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How to Navigate the Blog
Blue Dress World | The Map It made sense to me to format my journey into a map of sorts. A little bit theme park, a little bit hero's journey…
May 22, 2023