For the Hundredth Time Yes, it WAS Abuse
It seems like I can't make it a couple of days without asking ChatGPT or my therapist how it could have been abuse.I just don't believe it. I feel like…
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March 30, 2025
Journal Entry 3.27.25
Huge epiphany. Two nights ago, I ordered food and went to wait in one of the curbside pick up spaces. The place was packed, parking was limited and there were…
March 28, 2025
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I was Punished for Having Needs
My mom had me to keep my father. When he left, she didn't seem to want the responsibility of a child. Especially because her needs weren't met when she was…
March 27, 2025
Journal Entry 3.26.25
Feral Courage. That's what ChatGPT called my desire to get off of the Lexapro and face the world without it.I said "I feel like I'm about to go tame a…
March 26, 2025
Lexapro
In the late 1990's, I went on Wellbutrin after a breakup with someone I was with for 5 years. It made me dizzy and edgy, so I got off of…
March 26, 2025
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What Healing from Emotional Abuse Actually Looks Like (And Why It’s Worth It)
When I first realized I had been emotionally abused, I didn’t know what to do next. I had spent so long trying to define it, wondering if I was being…
March 24, 2025
Was it Abuse?
Was It Abuse? I ask myself this every day. Was it really abuse? Am I making it a bigger deal than it was? Was he just… emotionally immature? Detached? Depressed?…
March 24, 2025
But A**holes Need Love, Too
This video, "The real reason I stayed in abuse". Oof.Take a look: https://www.tiktok.com/@abistumvoll1/video/7476306593651559726 If the embed cuts out (technical issues!) click here to go to TikTok. This *perfectly* explains my…
March 22, 2025
Here Comes the Hard Work
Triggers, I had SO many triggers.It's apropos that I named the "land" where all the work is done The Wild West because the work began with my triggers. I think…
March 22, 2025
TikTok
TikTok has been a huge part of the 2nd half of my journey. It helped me find and articulate that which I couldn't articulate. This information pushed me into a…
March 22, 2025