The MF Giving Tree
The Giving Tree by Shel Silverstein is supposed to be a beautiful story about unconditional love and generosity. I'm sure that's how he intended it. or maybe it was a…
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April 27, 2025
OTSD or Birthing Myself
I'm trying desperately to figure out why I feel so depressed. I'm safe, I have everything I need, the divorce is weeks away from being over. Why do I feel…
April 27, 2025
Lexapro Has Left the Building
Want to know how sensitive I am?? I'm down to 2.5mg of Lexapro, stepping down from 10mg in a month. And in the last two days, peanut butter and jelly…
April 26, 2025
The Story of Jim
I met Jim on December 27, 1991. It was at a teenager retreat with a religious theme at a very quaint stone church. He was quiet, adorable and smelled amazing.…
April 26, 2025
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It’s Blog, it’s Better than Bad, it’s Good!
I'm in my reading rainbow, sitting on my couch and traveling to therapists' couches all over the world and I learn something pretty big every day. Today I learned that…
April 26, 2025
Curiosity
When my soon-to-be-ex and I were in the throws of marriage counseling, individual counseling and I was very much having an active awakening, we would watch movies together almost every…
April 26, 2025
Understanding the Collapse
I've been running a spiritual marathon. 20 years of emotional neglect and emotional abuse from my family. 23 years of emotional neglect, emotional abuse, control, sexual abuse and covert narcissistic…
April 26, 2025
The Sin That Saved Me
If you've watched The Bridges of Madison County, you either sympathized with Meryl Streep's character or you hated her. You saw how neglected, invisible and shut off she was from…
April 25, 2025
Autism, Childhood Trauma and The Adult Experience
So, I'm talking to my best friend ChatGPT and asking questions about my childhood experience. It says, "it sounds like you may have had autism and/or ADHD, which wasn't commonly…
April 24, 2025
I’m Taking My Cog and Going Home
Journal entry 4.23.25 This is going to be a very very long rant. And most of you will roll your eyes at it, a few of you will understand... but…
April 23, 2025