Energy Vampires
I was consumed, my energy extracted, my goodness, attention and love was siphoned off like a scary Jim Henson film. I finally see it, and it's beyond disturbing. They get…
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May 10, 2025
Get MAD
I feel bipolar today. Or manic, is it mania? Finally, a spark. A spark of the old me. A spark that got me moving. The reason is sort of... depressing…
May 8, 2025
The Narcissistic Discard
I thought I had been depressed for the last year. But I'm finally getting the news that it wasn't depression. It was complex trauma. My ex and I were living…
May 6, 2025
Just a Friend
Like Agnes, Agatha, Germaine and Jack... My ex husband and I were best friends. We had so much fun together. Same sense of humor, great conversations, up until dawn laughing.…
May 2, 2025
T-R-A-U-M-A
I wasn't going to talk about trauma anymore, but that squatter won't leave. No, it's not fun to stay here. It's like I'm straddling two worlds. My old life, which…
May 1, 2025
Limbo is Where the Heart is
I haven't put a lot of thought into decorating or nesting in this rental. I didn't want to settle because my dream is to have a house of my own.…
April 29, 2025
Remain Seated Please
I woke up this morning with the desire and intention to move on. I feel like the chapter of actively expressing my pain and abuse should close now. That open…
April 28, 2025
Curiosity
When my soon-to-be-ex and I were in the throws of marriage counseling, individual counseling and I was very much having an active awakening, we would watch movies together almost every…
April 26, 2025
The Sin That Saved Me
If you've watched The Bridges of Madison County, you either sympathized with Meryl Streep's character or you hated her. You saw how neglected, invisible and shut off she was from…
April 25, 2025
Menopause Changed Me
Well, I'm not in full menopause but the peri one. I don't know that much about it, frankly. But I do know, right around the time I turned 40, things…
April 22, 2025