Journal Entry 4.1.2025
What was in it for me? I didn't get much sleep last night so I'm feeling particularly salty. I was thinking about how shitty my time with him was and…
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April 1, 2025
I Bet You Were a Terrible Wife
I get this a lot on TikTok and Reddit. "You must not be some big prize if you say he was that way." "Men are more physically abused in a…
March 31, 2025
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I was Punished for Having Needs
My mom had me to keep my father. When he left, she didn't seem to want the responsibility of a child. Especially because her needs weren't met when she was…
March 27, 2025
Journal Entry 3.26.25
Feral Courage. That's what ChatGPT called my desire to get off of the Lexapro and face the world without it.I said "I feel like I'm about to go tame a…
March 26, 2025
Lexapro
In the late 1990's, I went on Wellbutrin after a breakup with someone I was with for 5 years. It made me dizzy and edgy, so I got off of…
March 26, 2025
TikTok
TikTok has been a huge part of the 2nd half of my journey. It helped me find and articulate that which I couldn't articulate. This information pushed me into a…
March 22, 2025
Journal Entry 3/21/2025
Yesterday, 3 friends reached out to me to give me some love and support. In the way where they just said "I thought you would like this" and I felt…
March 21, 2025
The Same 3 Requests – Journal Entry 8/29/2024
We had the same pattern for 20 years.I would feel overwhelmed, invisible and unloved. I would approach him with the same 3 requests: Please bathe Please treat me like your…
March 21, 2025
Journal Entry 8/28/2024
As our attorneys are going back and forth revising the separation agreement, the wait is absolutely agonizing.I did not expect these emotions at all. The anger, the intensity, the bordering…
March 21, 2025
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Journal Entry 3/16/2025
It's been almost a year since we stood in our driveway and he talked to me like I was a stranger. His whispering voice, his head tilt, his robotic movements.…
March 16, 2025