My mom had me to keep my father. When he left, she didn't seem to want the responsibility of a child. Especially because her needs weren't met when she was…
Feral Courage. That's what ChatGPT called my desire to get off of the Lexapro and face the world without it.I said "I feel like I'm about to go tame a…
In the late 1990's, I went on Wellbutrin after a breakup with someone I was with for 5 years. It made me dizzy and edgy, so I got off of…
When I first realized I had been emotionally abused, I didn’t know what to do next. I had spent so long trying to define it, wondering if I was being…
Was It Abuse? I ask myself this every day. Was it really abuse? Am I making it a bigger deal than it was? Was he just… emotionally immature? Detached? Depressed?…
This video, "The real reason I stayed in abuse". Oof.Take a look: https://www.tiktok.com/@abistumvoll1/video/7476306593651559726 If the embed cuts out (technical issues!) click here to go to TikTok. This *perfectly* explains my…
Triggers, I had SO many triggers.It's apropos that I named the "land" where all the work is done The Wild West because the work began with my triggers. I think…
TikTok has been a huge part of the 2nd half of my journey. It helped me find and articulate that which I couldn't articulate. This information pushed me into a…
These are the books that I read throughout my journey...I will be adding review posts for each book and get everything centralized as I build this blog... Feel free to…
Several people have asked me how my awakening started or how they could get theirs to start. I'm not absolutely sure because mine was completely involuntary, but I can give…