Rules are for Thee, Not for Me
One huge thing I'm realizing about my Mom and my ex, they both thought they were the king of the castle, the head honcho, God. So, normal rules didn't apply…
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May 17, 2025
The Narcissistic Discard
I thought I had been depressed for the last year. But I'm finally getting the news that it wasn't depression. It was complex trauma. My ex and I were living…
May 6, 2025
Understanding the Collapse
I've been running a spiritual marathon. 20 years of emotional neglect and emotional abuse from my family. 23 years of emotional neglect, emotional abuse, control, sexual abuse and covert narcissistic…
April 26, 2025
He Expected Unconditional Love
Meaning, I should let him do what he wants, no matter what. "My therapist told me that I was looking for unconditional love from you since I had a shitty…
April 17, 2025
Pack Your Bags, Kiddo
Have you ever woken up to an epiphany, to clarity, to an understanding that shakes you? That has been my morning. This feels huge. Although I knew this information, it…
April 9, 2025
For the Hundredth Time Yes, it WAS Abuse
It seems like I can't make it a couple of days without asking ChatGPT or my therapist how it could have been abuse.I just don't believe it. I feel like…
March 30, 2025
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I was Punished for Having Needs
My mom had me to keep my father. When he left, she didn't seem to want the responsibility of a child. Especially because her needs weren't met when she was…
March 27, 2025