Twist of Fate
Sometimes I feel like festooned, floral wearing fairies were urging me to do down a path to my *real* fate. A loving husband, kids, a career I was proud of.…
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April 4, 2025
Mirroring
This is such a very, very simple concept, but this has been a huge epiphany for me. So, you find a beautiful seashell. And you are so excited because it's…
April 4, 2025
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Post Trauma Crash
I've been sleeping a lot. For the last 3 months I have been sleeping 9-10 hours a night and then I take a 4 hour nap every afternoon. The exhaustion…
April 4, 2025
I Can’t Pretend
I realize that this is part of the coming out of trauma thing, but I can't pretend that everything is ok or that everything is going to be ok. I…
April 2, 2025
Journal Entry 4.1.2025
What was in it for me? I didn't get much sleep last night so I'm feeling particularly salty. I was thinking about how shitty my time with him was and…
April 1, 2025
Crap – It’s Reality
I spent the bulk of my life curating my reality. Meaning - I faked it out. I made it totally fake. I lived in a fantasy. My childhood was so…
April 1, 2025
Was it Abuse?
Was It Abuse? I ask myself this every day. Was it really abuse? Am I making it a bigger deal than it was? Was he just… emotionally immature? Detached? Depressed?…
March 24, 2025
But A**holes Need Love, Too
This video, "The real reason I stayed in abuse". Oof.Take a look: https://www.tiktok.com/@abistumvoll1/video/7476306593651559726 If the embed cuts out (technical issues!) click here to go to TikTok. This *perfectly* explains my…
March 22, 2025